dire straits

beer or dinner?

it's a shame that i have to choose but i have to watch my weight. unfortunately, i choose beer not realizing that it would bring about deep depression. my bad.

but here i sit, wishing that things were different. missing every thing that was good forgetting about all the bad.

there's a reason why hindsight contains the word insight. i can see that when i'm involved my life revolves around that person. i've done more socializing in the last four days than i have in the year and a half when we were together. that can't be good.

i met a guy tonight that left me with the thought "why can't i fall in love with the good man?" he was decent and honest and humble but he didn't make me laugh. is laughter that important?

apparently or i wouldn't fall for the cad.