right said fred

what's blog stand for? it's so close to the word "blah" that it seems like it's words you throw up in cyberspace.

blahg - i like that. that's pretty much what i'm going to use it for. perhaps spitting up on my page will take the place of wine, cigarettes and solitaire. i would say that's a step in the right direction given the fact that my heart's been burnt 3x the heat of the sun.

no, no, i'm not going to start whining. in the miniscule recesses of my cells, i still believe that i'm a happier person for having loved and been loved even with all it's tragedy. i sparkled and felt sunny for months at a time. if i have to feel shitty for a few weeks it's a small sum to pay for laughter and yellow and warm.

yeah, i might like blahgging after all. i feel a little better. and spit up comes out with a dab of soda water.