soft cell

i'm so grateful that i have been loved by good men, otherwise i would be completely devastated by this break-up. the other relationships i've been in remind me that i shouldn't waste tears on the unworthy. i don't mean that in the sense that i'm so incredible that he doesn't know what he's lost; i mean that i've loved men that were decent and honest and truthful.

those men are worth tears because they deserve respect. those relationships deserve to be mourned and grieved for. the end of a relationship based on lies and deceit should be celebrated. i'm not drowning my sorrows in gatorade out of regret but in joyous appreciation that i got out without mortal wounds.

gratitude to those great men who have loved me and i have loved in return. you have helped me more than you could imagine.